NEWSWEEK political ace (and personal Stumper favorite) Susannah Meadows takes a break from caring for her twin boys to deliver a heartfelt reaction to one of the most interesting aspects of Sarah Palin's much-discussed convention speech--the nod to her four-month-old son Trig, who was born with Down syndrome and present in the hall. Did you find the moment moving? Or calculated? The comments are open for business. Here's Susannah:
I'm not one to be moved by political speeches. Having covered John
Kerry's campaign in 2004 for NEWSWEEK, and Hillary Clinton after that,
cynicism is as close as I come to a belief system. My husband, an Obama
supporter, won't talk to me about politics; he's been burned by too
many references to "Hope Floats," the 1998 Sandra Bullock vehicle.
But
I was drawn in by Sarah Palin's appearance at the Republican National
Convention Wednesday night. Not because the woman knows how to give a
speech--and she really, really knows how to give a speech. But that's
just good theater; I found myself feeling emotional when she talked
about children with special needs, and especially when the camera
panned to her four-month-old Down syndrome baby sleeping in his daddy's
arms. I realized I've been scanning the Palin coverage all along for
mentions of her child. I've cared much more about how the baby's doing
and how the family is dealing with that extraordinary challenge than
the fact that her teen-age daughter got pregnant. When The New York
Times ran a photo of the teen daughter holding Palin's four-month-old,
I zoomed in on the little bean.
I've got my reasons.
Ten months ago I gave birth, for the first time, to identical twin
boys. A political reporter for NEWSWEEK, I'm now on a yearlong
maternity leave. Every woman who's been pregnant has had to think about
what she would do if she found out she was carrying a baby with Down
syndrome. A lot of us agonize over whether to risk a miscarriage to
find out with an amnio. When blood work showed that I had an elevated
risk for having two children with Down syndrome (since identical twins
have the same DNA, both babies would have the same condition), we went
ahead with the genetic test. We put it off for weeks, second-guessing
ourselves until the needle went in. The result showed that I was very
lucky. I can't know for sure what I would have wanted to do had our
fate been different. So I have great
admiration for people like Sarah Palin.
As the camera focused on that little guy
in the stands, I felt an unfamiliar stirring. Then the mom in me kicked
in. What's a four-month-old, I wondered, doing out late at night in a
hall filled with hoards of screamers? For all the sanctimonious
applause for Palin's pledge to be an advocate for special
needs-children, no one seemed bothered by the fact that the little guy
was being used as a prop to motivate voters. (I hate listening to
mothers judge other mothers. I'd rather just listen to my own scornful
internal monologue.)
But regardless of how unpleasant
the evening may have been for little Trig, his appearance was worth at
least a few thousand votes in socially conservative southeastern Ohio.
That's why he was there. Certainly, if McCain is elected, he will owe
Palin's littlest a thank you. To think I'd gotten sucked in! Now that
I'm back in my old killjoy skin, though, I find that I'm still applauding. The
campaign's image-making Wednesday night took a certain political
brilliance--the kind only a cynic can appreciate.
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