Holly Bailey
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May 5, 2009 12:32 PM
Following on the leaks to the New York Daily News, Brand X has a full excerpt of the new book by Elizabeth Edwards, where she writes about her reaction to her husband, John, and his affair with Rielle Hunter. Edwards doesn’t name Hunter, describing her only as a “female videographer,” and says that although the former senator admitted the affair long before it became public knowledge, he wasn’t as truthful as he could have been. She writes:
Like most wives — or husbands — in my position, I wanted to believe his involvement with this woman had been as little as possible. A single night, another opportunity, but that was it and he had wanted away from her.... It turned out that a single time was not all it was. More than a year later, I learned that he had allowed [the woman] into our lives and had not, even when he knew better, made her leave us alone. I tried to get him to explain, but he did not know himself why he had allowed it to happen. In months of talking with him, I have come to understand his liaison with this woman, if I have, not as a substitute for me. Those with any fame or notoriety or power attract people for good reasons and bad. Some want to contribute and some want to take something away for themselves. They flatter and entreat, and it is engaging, even addictive. They look at our lives, which from the outside in particular are pictures of joy and plenty, and they want it for themselves.
The lingering question for months has been whether the Edwards are still together. The answer, it seems, is yes. Elizabeth addresses it vaguely in the book. (“There is still a great deal of sorting through to do,” she writes. “We both understand that there are no guarantees, but the road ahead looks clear enough, although from here it looks long.”) But that answer wouldn’t do for Oprah, who asks Edwards point blank in an interview set to air Thursday if she is still "in love with" her husband. “That’s a complicated question,” Edwards says, according to a transcript of the interview obtained by the Associated Press. Edwards tells Oprah she has “no idea” if her husband is the father of Hunter’s baby. Asked if their marriage is “day by day,” Edwards was slightly more hopeful than that. “Neither one of us is out the door so I guess it's day by day, but maybe it's month by month," she says.